…and I am. That’s the word I would use to describe how I feel: tired. And then I remind myself that I Am Energy. So, there must be a belief that is directing my energy to be tired.

 

And then I remind myself I have traveled and flown every weekend for six weeks straight. And worked when I arrived. And often got picked up at 4 a.m. to go and return. And that is not the REASON I am tired.

 

I remember as a very little girl, as early as first grade, I would tell my mother I HAD to go to bed early because I had a test the next day. It goes back that far.

 

So I asked: What is the highest belief for how I am feeling? The answer: I have to give up my energy to create.

 

Needless to say, I was floored. And I can absolutely see how I would have put that together from watching my amazing mother who juggled a full career, raising three kids, performing in community plays (her passion), working at and attending church. I can see her now, after working all day and fixing dinner, with her feet propped up, hose rolled down, watching two hours of TV before it all started again. I COULD SEE THE BELIEF. It was an inherited core belief. And I have been living it for years.

 

So… if you believe you have to give up your energy to create, you FEEL TIRED. We DO have to USE energy to create. We DO NOT have to DELETE energy to create. Not in our natural resource, or our own energetic resources.

 

Wow, Freedom at last. God, I do love this work!

 

Blessings,

DEE