So, while I was shooting 911 I had a scene where I had to carry this beautiful little three year old on my right hip…for about three hours of takes. This created, IT APPEARED, my back being thrown out and a nice case of sciatica.
My chiropractor didn’t help. Even my guru trainer could only relieve it for about half a day.
I decided I just had to bite the bullet and live on Ibuprofen during our visit back for the holidays. Until the night before I left to come home. My sister-in-law and her brother were both talking about THEIR sciatica, and the alarm bells from the channel went off.
Whenever I get ANYthing in threes, it’s a big call to do the work. The next morning, after doing the breathing exercise, I asked this question: What do we all have in common that is creating this? The answer: Core Belief # 12: Even though I love you, I’m threatened by you. The “you” stood for ACHIEVEMENT. Moving ahead in a big way. So we stop ourselves with not being able to physically/metaphorically ‘STEP OUT.”
When I asked why, it was because of that old teaching that “If we get too big, people leave us or judge us.” I balanced it. I did the claims around it. I swear to God, it hasn’t bothered me all day.
This is the year to move forward, people. To step out in a really big way, and to KNOW that you are loved and taken care of and supported when you do. Go for the brass ring. Hell, go for the gold ring! Trust yourself to fly.
Blessings,
DEE
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